In her debut book, Heidi invites you into her journey of healing through poetry, and the guidance of a voice that only revealed itself to her in her darkest hours. Through this gift, Heidi received, recorded, and transcribed these nuggets of wisdom, transforming her own trauma into love, forgiveness and compassion. Now, for the first time, she is sharing the words that led her through despair and out to the other side of healing.

This book is divided into sections, capturing each integral part of her journey through the discovery of more. When confronted with extreme adversity, some may be too weak to carry on, but she found that through her suffering, she was redeemed within the essence of her own truth. Without experiencing this darkness, she would not have risen to meet her own soul. Within the pages of this book, Heidi pays homage to her channeled wisdom, recognizing that these messages can be universal to one's own healing journey, and that it’s never too late to be found again.

“A lovely book. A friend recommended that I read “Sandpapered Soul,” she just said, “there’s something inside for you.” What I found was a book about life and feelings. The poems (more like description of emotions) are universal —transcending age and gender. We have all read poems where ask ourselves what is the poem about? When I read Heidi’s poems, I felt they were written for me about me. She describes feelings that resonated deeply with me. If you buy this book you’ll find something inside for you, too.”

Bob Morris

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“Beautiful, inspired book!! Heidi Joy is a gifted intuitive and healer. She’s channeled her insights and wisdom into this beautiful and soulful book that has brought me comfort and hope in difficult times. It’s not just that is well written — the words feel perfectly chosen for the moment I’m in. Buy it for yourself and a friend!”

Ellie20017

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“A poetic journey of healing and hope. In Sandpapered Soul, Heidi invites us into her healing journey through deeply personal poetry and channeled writing. Her words trace a path from hopelessness to joy, offering readers not just a glimpse into her transformation, but an opportunity to reflect on their own. There is something profoundly moving about witnessing someone rise from pain with such honesty and grace—it takes immense courage to share one's inner world so vulnerably. Heidi’s story is a beautiful reminder that healing is possible, and her voice may be the very guide others need to begin their own path toward wholeness.

Andala

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“Felt it in my bones. Loved this book with all of my heart. You truly feel that Heidi’s soul is tethered to the words of her poetry. Beautifully written, heartbreaking at times, a read I’d recommend to all.”

Mei Eldridge

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“Beautiful. Such a beautiful and powerful book. I’m so grateful to have it in my presence and pick it up often!”

Layla Saad

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“Real, raw & full of strength. Heidi poured her heart into this book, and you can feel it in every single poem. It’s raw, real, and so full of strength. Her story of healing and finding herself again is so inspiring. It’s the kind of book that makes you feel seen, even if you’ve never lived her exact experience. Truly a powerful read.”

Alex Belquist

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“The power of love and forgiveness. In Sandpapered Soul each poetic entry tells its own powerful story. It tells a tale of transformation and gives the reader hope. Powerful messages about the power of forgiveness and love.”

Jed

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“A beautiful and inspiring book. This book of poetry written by Heidi Joy, so beautifully and rawly captures the journey to healing and wholeness. Through a beautiful collection of poetry and channeling, Heidi paints a picture of the suffering she overcome by connecting with her spirit and deepest truths throughout a very complex and unhealthy past relationship. I could not recommend this book more for anyone who is feeling stuck in their journey or looking for inspiration in finding the light after traversing such darkness. This book serves as a reminder that trust and surrender will always lead us towards love. It is a reminder that we have always been whole and healed, and that we are already home. Absolutely beautiful. Thank you, Heidi, for sharing your light, healing and vulnerability with us. This book is a gift!”

Arielle D’Angelo

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“Beautifully written. This book spoke to my soul in such a profound way. It is beautifully written and I was deeply touched by Heidi’s poems. I felt such a connection to her and her journey throughout the book. I would recommend this book to anyone who feels that life is too hard and that there is no hope. She is an example to me that we are resilient and can get through very difficult times-that there’s hope for those who feel broken by life. I’m so glad that I took the time to read this and it has motivated me to work on my own healing journey.”

Kindle Customer

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“A compassionate embrace. Beautifully written. Felt like a warm cup of tea, cozy blanket, nap in the sun. Hope that grief and pain can be transformed into love and wholeness.”

cool man

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“From heartbreak to hope to wholeness. Heidi Joy’s book of poetry shares her incredible journey from despair and hopelessness in the midst of an unimaginably toxic relationship to ultimately surrendering to her spirit and receiving deep healing on the other side of her ordeal. We accompany her on this pilgrimage as she steps into her light and reclaims the truth of who she really is. This story is heartbreaking, inspiring, courageous and triumphant. While her experience was uniquely her own, her message is poignantly universal-we are beloved and no matter our life circumstances or how dark it seems, we can heal. I devoured this book in one sitting (and then I started again from the beginning!!) I urge you to do the same!”

Courtney Eller-Williams

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“Buy this book!! (even if poetry isn’t “your thing”) What a beautiful collection of truths.
I had to take breaks as I read through the chapters, many ideas and themes hitting me harder than I expected.
I’m not a huge poetry girlie and I would honestly recommend to anyone! Hope this author has plans to write more.”

Amazon Customer

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“Light among the shadows. Beautifully written! This book is essential reading for any soul seeking glimmers of light in a season of shadows. Readers will find words of compassion and clarity shaped by life’s chaos — and passages etched to withstand the journey from surviving to thriving.”

D. Petersen

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“Heidi’s debut is real, raw, and full of heart — a beautiful reminder that even in our darkest moments, healing and hope are still within reach.”

Amazon Customer

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“Heidi takes you into her intimate journey of trauma, hope and healing through poetry. It’s so beautifully written and inspiring! Definitely a must read!”

Erika G Villarreal

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“Inspirational poetry on human resilience. A beautiful book of poetry transitioning from total darkness and despair to forgiveness and joy. As I began reading, I felt sad for the author as she describes a painful and empty existence; but began cheering her on as she rebuilds a life of peace, contentment, and pure joy. Truly inspirational.”

L. Ross

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“Be still and listen! The author has written a beautiful book of poetry taking the reader on her journey from darkness and despair to one of light and hope. Inspiration to those who feel lost and unseen in an unhealthy relationship whether it be a parent, sibling, spouse or friend.”

Traci

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“Such beauty and emotion in this book. I cried and I smiled as I embarked on Heidi Joy’s journey with her. She bared her soul in this beautifully written book about her darkness, enlightenment and healing. An easy read but one that will fill you with gratitude that she shared her story.”

Sue

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“A deeply personal roadmap. Sandpapered Soul reads like a deeply personal map of one woman's interior journey, moving from a place of helplessness and victimization to liberation and joy. Written in a clear, compelling voice and a distinctly different, channeled voice that helped her reclaim her own life, Heidi's intimate offering will shift something in your soul and maybe even leave some clues that will help you on your healing journey, too.”

Christine Falcone

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“Met me in my grief and gave me hope for healing. This book really helped me through my own journey of healing from relational trauma. I felt seen a comforted by Heidi’s depiction of her experience and struggle, as well as given hope for the future ahead of me! By embracing the grief I was being confronted with, I was able to make it to the other side. “See your wounding as your right to heal, not your right to fight.” Highly recommend to anyone walking through a dark time.”

Amazon Customer

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“Beautiful book. This book is beautiful. I highly recommend it. If you've ever struggled to leave a painful relationship you will feel seen and hopeful about a new future. It offers deep understanding and shines a light on how to find your way back to Self.”

Jeannine

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“Moving. Enlightening. Healing. What an incredible collection of work. From the first piece to the end, it captivates and engages the mind and soul. These poems take you on a journey from heartbreak to healing and all the emotions and feelings in between. It doesn't hurt that it's aesthetically pleasing as well. It's a treat for the eyes and soul. I can't wait to see what Heidi does next.”

Kat

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“Beautiful Book of Healing. Heidi has a unique gift of putting to words the complexities humans feel as we grow through darkness and struggle into light and healing. I could relate to Heidi's journey and the beautiful way she turned her pain to experience and joy.”

Kristy G.

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“When a journey is shared, it’s a gift. You can sometimes find yourself in another’s story. Here, Heidi is vulnerable and true to herself, thoughtfully allowing her inside voice the center stage to lead her to self love.”

Amazon Customer

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“Easy to read. Heidi is an excellent spiritual healer who I’ve worked with personally. Her book takes you through her journey in a beautiful, palatable, unique way. Highly recommend this book as a way to offer perspective during turbulent times.”

Shayan Ghaffari

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“When someone uses their experience to help others…there is nothing better. Brilliant.”

D.B.

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“A book of poetry that reads like a story. A story of a soul's emptiness and its search for light, life, and love, something that many of us have felt at one time or another. A voice that gives hope that the journey is always worth it, and to never let go. Heidi Joy shares her journey, lighting the way for others.”

Tamleed

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“Really enjoyed this book. It's written so thoughtfully to showcase the pain and healing you find on the path from darkness to light. Reminds me a lot of rupi kaur's milk & honey in that way.”

Anonymous

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“So glad that you have escaped the terrors that haunted you for so long. This book is a beautifully artistic way of sharing your enlightenment with others.”

Dina Hollabaugh

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“Masterfully written. Highly recommend. Sandpapered Soul is beyond special. It expresses things I’ve felt my entire life but have never been able to voice or understand. I could not set this book down. There are many beautiful moments throughout the book that I can imagine myself grabbing my copy and turning back to for years to come. I hope that this book is the first of many.”

EmmaLea Stewart

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“Heartbreakingly beautiful story of healing. The poetry is spectacular, I couldn’t put it down. Highly recommend!!!”

Emily

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“A brave, beautiful, personal and inspirational journey. Sandpapered Soul takes the reader on an inspirational journey from darkness into light. If you are in the darkness you will feel seen and hopeful. Thank you to Heidi Joy for this beautiful share.”

Kathryn Heller